the him that i said is a man that i love and had sacrifice so much for him. and i thought that he love me as i love him and he do will sacrifice for me as i sacrifice for him.
i'm gonna make it short for now..
just will write about the to day him .
he's a man that had registered as my husband in law.
for ur information just register, no wedding no flower.
reason??? cause i being understand thought that he have no money. and i truly believe in him and willing to just register with him without anything, and even pay for the processing fee. 20 + 99 .
i'm not being too calculated... just wanna tel you that even small amount he want me to pay and use my money.
ok... he wechat me again today
pass days i didn't reply but today i did but only one
he wrote
- wife
i reply
- ur wife is mobile phone, psp, watch, car and the lie of 500 cash.
and he reply bla bla bla...
the summary i could tell is that he said he pay the 500 cash for our baby.
for ur information, i didn't request to bank in to my account 500 every month. he's the one said it cause he borrow my 3000 cash and etc. but as i had knew him i know he lie with all the excuses, he really didn't pay me that money and give excuses.
and bla bla bla alot saying that he know his wrong for the pass and hope i could understand him.
i really get mad every time he said i should understand him. cause i had understanding him too much and had become stupid..
and now i knew very clear that he just play me, use me, treat me as bank that could get money and even free.
he could speak very well...
just gonna mention this words:
i know i'm not a gud husband, not a gud child, but i don't want to be a bad father.
i want to tel him that u need not think bout my baby and need not use my baby as a tools to find money and even get money from me.
cause i'm not gonna let my baby stuck in ur hand for long. i'll get him back. very soon.
for ur information, my baby was hold by him and he not letting the baby be back with me. he separated me as baby child mother.
i've researching how to remove his name as dady in my baby birth cert, and it's lots better to be a single mother than be with a jerk and ruin my baby life.
i pray to god...teach me what should i do for my baby best.
please anybody that see this please do pray for this too..
and i do know my mumy pray for me regarding this issue. i feel really sad that had make my parents especially my mumy disappointed and sad.
*getting tired to continue write... my room light was not bright enough and i guess my eye degree was get higher but i haven't change it.
*this is only part of the today.. if really wanna know what happen, i'll write next blog... honestly it's really a very long long story..
MEL,
RGDS
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