It's Sunday. .x know what to do

It's sunday...but I x knw what should do..plan wanna cut hair but the saloon I wanna book already full..huhu

Didn't go to church

Huhu. .I late wake up..wk up at 9.40am..clas church at 10am..plan wanna stil go..I plan wk up and ready and wil arive church 11am..but still I lmbt again..huhu..then x jadi again..huhu

Rgds

Shouldn't reply his msg

I've deleted his picture in my fb and change my cover pic.

He mad bla bla bla

I reply one -
U never lie?

Deposit car rm50 and try only will not buy

But u forgot lie and say deposit rm500

N he kep protect himself saying he x wrong. N bla bla bla

I mad..but I pray n claim down..

Such person x ned talk more..they'll make themselves seems right and always say people wrong and make people fel guilty

Really. .that kind of feel to him is done

Such a worst guy

And u don't ever thought u n ur family with enjoy having baby. Baby is born from my stomach,  and I'll get it back. I'm not a free factory of born baby.

Plus I know u all are not really take care baby.

I'm the mother and sure that my baby was fine. Anyone who see this please pray for me n baby. .pray for how should I do to change baby birth certificate to no dady and just mumy. And best way to treat my baby. Amen

The reason y I like stay in my bed and sleep

Stay in bed and slep is a my most thing I do..

Y..

Is because slep could help me escape from reality... how tired is the real life is. ..

I even wanna slep without ned to wake up for meal or drink even to the toilet. .

Haiz. ..work..Hope that I could get easy. .n ned not work every day. .

I'm having this job. . As accountant as well.. but this is 24hour cafe..wat I hate is that he wan me work as mcm pekerja dia yg lain.. I x care..this time I keras2 cakap no and will resign if continue keja sot mcm ni..ned to at shop until midnight. .now is 1.54am already. .1.30am baru kena lepas frm stupid meeting. .

Stil I hope this could be a part time job and part of income

Blog app to download in play store

I'm using samsung s3 mini..
I just created my account like just now. .
My butt was hurt so I off my lap top and lay down
Play my kim kardashian glamour game n hf
Then I chck on play store for app of blogger so I could write when ever I want..
And I found it..

So happy..wee

Will use my hf to write then..much easier. .ned not open my lap top every time wanna write blog..so happy ^^

U could recognize which was write use lap top and hf..the difference is when I use hf mostly shotform.
Hehe

Rgds

Melissa

1.20am

It's weird but true..can't sleep at night. . Hope I'll get slepy n sleep while write nonsense here >.<

Mel
Regards

the him - worst guy i ever meet. too naive. stupid . being use. ruin own life

the him that i said is a man that i love and had sacrifice so much for him. and i thought that he love me as i love him and he do will sacrifice for me as i sacrifice for him.

i'm gonna make it short for now..

just will write about the to day him .

he's a man that had registered as my husband in law.
for ur information just register, no wedding no flower.
reason??? cause i being understand thought that he have no money. and i truly believe in him and willing to just register with him without anything, and even pay for the processing fee. 20 + 99 .
i'm not being too calculated... just wanna tel you that even small amount he want me to pay and use my money.

ok... he wechat me again today
pass days i didn't reply but today i did but only one

he wrote

- wife

i reply

- ur wife is mobile phone, psp, watch, car and the lie of 500 cash.

and he reply bla bla bla...

the summary i could tell is that he said he pay the 500 cash for our baby.

for ur information, i didn't request to bank in to my account 500 every month. he's the one said it cause he borrow my 3000 cash and etc. but as i had knew him i know he lie with all the excuses, he really didn't pay me that money and give excuses.

and bla bla bla alot saying that he know his wrong for the pass and hope i could understand him.

i really get mad every time he said i should understand him. cause i had understanding him too much and had become stupid..

and now i knew very clear that he just play me, use me, treat me as bank that could get money and even free.

he could speak very well...

just gonna mention this words:

i know i'm not a gud husband, not a gud child, but i don't want to be a bad father.

i want to tel him that u need not think bout my baby and need not use my baby as a tools to find money and even get money from me.

cause i'm not gonna let my baby stuck in ur hand for long. i'll get him back. very soon.
for ur information, my baby was hold by him and he not letting the baby be back with me. he separated me as baby child mother.

i've researching how to remove his name as dady in my baby birth cert, and it's lots better to be a single mother than be with a jerk and ruin my baby life.

i pray to god...teach me what should i do for my baby best.
please anybody that see this please do pray for this too..
and i do know my mumy pray for me regarding this issue. i feel really sad that had make my parents especially my mumy disappointed and sad.

*getting tired to continue write... my room light was not bright enough and i guess my eye degree was get higher but i haven't change it.

*this is only part of the today.. if really wanna know what happen, i'll write next blog... honestly it's really a very long long story..

MEL,

RGDS

hey i'm gonna start my blogger journey

WARNING... i'm gonna use this blog as my diary and will  not public my real identity but surely will share true story, feeling, diary, sharing, pray. no fake.

HOPE... i hope through this blog i could express my feeling that i couldn't in this real world even with anyone except God and Jesus.. share what ever i want..write diary as a habit that record daily life..prayer...being true..hope with my true story + advice, could change somebody life become better.

WELCOME... u're welcome to read or comment, i might reply you except the negative feedback which i only want to be positive. Who know i could give some advice.

Mel,
Rgds